The Pain of suffering with illnesses!!

My life is one of severe pain which I live with everday. I never complain and try to keep a smile on my face. I have multiple sclerosis which was diagnosed in 1982 when I went into cardiac arrest. I was shocked back to life and have tried my best to lead a good life living in the WORD of GOD! I also have type2 diabetes and post-polio syndrome. It is very hard for my neurologist to figure which illness is acting up when I go to see him. My children have been my support. They have their own lives and I never ask them for anything. I have the man in my life John who tries to help me when he can. I have been in a hospital bed and wheelchair and I have been in remission for quite some time now. Prayer is what keeps me going!

A day in my life!

I decided to begin this page again been off too long! I am happy to share with friends their thought. Sometimes we find ourselves being hurt by others who enjoy hurting us. When our children marry their sposes are supposed to become family too but when you have a daughter-in -law that thinks her family is the only people who exist. She accuses me of interferring in her life with my son but that is not true at all. I have been eliminated from alot of family things and this is not fair to me or the children. She claims to be christain but christains do not act that way. I have stayed silent too long.

My Youngest Son!!

Well, Friday Oct.10th my son Bill turned 42 years old. My how the years fly by. He is a BIG fan of the Buckeyes! He has done his garage at home in Buckeye items. I am so very proud of him as he has done so much for me and John in the past few years. He is always there when he can be. Since his wife does not like me I can not call him at home so I wait for him to call me . My granchildren are not nice to me either. The little one Kedric is when Bill brings him to see me. The older ones are very rude. My son has not raised them that way but his wife has given them an attitude. I almost lost Bill in my sixth month of pregnancy because of toxemia. I almost died myself. GOD had a greater plan for me and my son. He has helped many people find the LORD and is not ashamed to discuss our LORD. He has prayed with many people he did not even know. He would love to be a peacher but this is not what his wife wants of him. I am sure his calling will be fulfilled someday.

A new day

I am starting a new blog. I had a blog on aol. journals but that will be ending the end of the month. I really enjoyed all the new friends I acquired on that journal. People are very kind hearted and truly believe in our LORD! I have had many prayers said for me as I have multiple sclerosis and post-polio syndrome. I suffer alot of pain with these diseases. I have met others with the same illnesses and I have found many cases worse than mine. I have lived with MS for 36years now and been in and out of remission many times. The post-polio syndrome has just been going on for 15 years now. I am thankful to our LORD that I am still able to function on a daily basis. I am 65 years old and I believe the LORD still has many things to do in this lifetime to help others.