kidney problems!

Oh my the white spots on the nails are also signs of serious kidney problems. I am having tests done next week. Never ending medical problems I have. WOW!!!

Vitamins are important!

Had a visit with my doc. today! My nails were long and pretty and within a week they were peeling and had white spots! My doc looked at them today and said I needed multi-vitamins with alot of vitamin C. The nails are usually the thing a doc will look to tell how healthy you are. I never realized I lacked

My Family!

Family is important. I love my children and who they are. I kept my family together even in the terrible marriage I was in. I protected them and took the abuse. It was not only physical but verbal and mental. GOD is the one who helped me keep my sanity. Men who abuse women have no right to do that. But there are women who abuse men too. Physical pain will eventually go away but verbal and mental abuse stays with you forever. Look at your life and if it is as I described get help through a counselor or get away from your bad life. Even if children are involved as mine said they would have been happier to not be in the middle and we would have survived through my love for them. Abuse is abuse! Get help or get out! And people do not stay married because of your religion as that is no excuse either. When your spouse flips out you and your children are always the first victims.

GOOD IN GODS'EYES!

When we claim to live for the LORD and treat others undignified we are not just hurting the LORD but hurting ourselves. Judge not lest yee be judged the LORD said so how can a person claim to be a christain when they accuse someone falsely? Do they think the LORD will forgive them everytime they condemn or sin? Seems to be a real habit with someone I know and I would say the devil is playing regular games in this persons' life! We have not only responsibilities to our families but also to how we live by GOD'WORD. Actions speak louder than words and when those actions are not pleasing to others they surly are not pleasing to GOD!

The Pain of suffering with illnesses!!

My life is one of severe pain which I live with everday. I never complain and try to keep a smile on my face. I have multiple sclerosis which was diagnosed in 1982 when I went into cardiac arrest. I was shocked back to life and have tried my best to lead a good life living in the WORD of GOD! I also have type2 diabetes and post-polio syndrome. It is very hard for my neurologist to figure which illness is acting up when I go to see him. My children have been my support. They have their own lives and I never ask them for anything. I have the man in my life John who tries to help me when he can. I have been in a hospital bed and wheelchair and I have been in remission for quite some time now. Prayer is what keeps me going!

A day in my life!

I decided to begin this page again been off too long! I am happy to share with friends their thought. Sometimes we find ourselves being hurt by others who enjoy hurting us. When our children marry their sposes are supposed to become family too but when you have a daughter-in -law that thinks her family is the only people who exist. She accuses me of interferring in her life with my son but that is not true at all. I have been eliminated from alot of family things and this is not fair to me or the children. She claims to be christain but christains do not act that way. I have stayed silent too long.